"My boobs made me suicidal" - AsiaOne

Brazil - Model Sheyla Hershey, who ahas the world's biggest breasts, has revealed that years of surgical operations led her to attempt suicide.

She emerged from a coma this week after taking a drug overdose for the trauma she had suffered with her enormous size MMM breasts, reported The Sun.

She said her obsession with having the biggest breasts in the world nearly caused her to lose her life and warned women to think twice before going under the knife.

Sheyla, 31, also revealed how bad infections on her surgically-enhanced body made her to attempt a second suicide.

For after enlarging her implants to MMM last June, Sheyla developed a deadly infection which later forced doctors to remove her breasts. The surgery left her feeling so "ugly" without them and she simply wanted to die, she told The Sun.

Sheyla also revealed that her obsession to retain her world record had destroyed her marriage, her health and  her family financially to the brink of bankruptcy.

She told The Sun: "When I woke up from my coma in the hospital on Wednesday I didn't remember anything. I don't expect anyone to understand but I'll be honest, without my breasts I feel so depressed sometimes I don't even want to live.

"And as a mum I realise that is a terrible thing to say and I so desperately want to sort myself out before it is too late. My daughter is not even two yet, and it breaks my heart that I am the way I am but I cannot help it.

"My husband has put up with so much and now our marriage is in total crisis not to mention our financial situation, which due to my medical bills is about as dire as it could get.

"If I don't sort this out soon I fear what I will do next."

Despite what she has endured, Sheyla is adamant about having her breasts put back to that it would make her life better again.

She said she would be continuing electric shock therapy, which she was undergoing just days before her most recent bid to take her life.

As she suffers from both extreme depression and bipolar disorder, she was admitted to the 10-day rehab program. But when she returned home last Saturday, Sheyla's mental health took a turn for the worse.

Just two days before her scheduled breast augmentation surgery, where her Texas doctor was planning to reconstruct her breasts with FFF implants, Sheyla was rushed to the hospital after collapsing from a pill overdose. She was taken to hospital and made a recovery.

But just days later came her second attempt on her life.

She woke up, feeling "like a zombie" and told her husband she wanted to be left alone.

"I couldn't even bare to take care of my own daughter, I just slept the whole day because I felt so depressed."

"I don't remember even doing it but apparently I went to Derek, told him I wasn't feeling well and swallowed nearly a whole bottle of painkillers before going back to bed.

"Later that night he told me I wasn't looking well and that I should go to the doctor straight away, but I don't even remember being awake at that point let alone having a conversation with him.

"Shortly after he left our bedroom to go get our daughter Victoria ready to leave and he heard me collapse upstairs and came running to my aid."

Finding Sheyla lifeless on their bedroom floor Derek performed CPR, but after no response he dialed 999 and watched the ambulance take her away.

He was thrilled when his wife finally came back to life.

But she said: "I know Derek doesn't want me to do another surgery, but with or without his consent I'm traveling to either Brazil or Mexico to have my implants back in next month.

"I feel I have no choice if I ever want to be happy again."

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